Pledge

Seriously This is something that is really important. I pledged. Can you?

Natasha

The List

As you may know I really like making lists so here is a list of everything that I still have to do.

1. Math/ Science Unit Plan
2. Math/Science 8 Lesson Outline
3. Post class disabilities paper
4. Literature building block
5. video diary
6. research shows paper
7. technology building block
8. fix social studies paper
9. fix social studies website

FUCK THIS

I am so over school. I just want to live my real life.

Natasha

Crush

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay

Going away
Going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay


Well I saw my crush today and "this crush ain't going away-ay-ay"

Natasha

GAH!!

So I have never blogged about twilight but my DVD just shipped and I am having a total fan moment. I AM SO EXCITED IT IS NOT EVEN FUNNY. Now I really try to not be one of those annoying girls that everyone knows. You know the ones who talk about Edward Cullen like he is real and they act as if they were Bella. And they also relate everything in life to Twilight. I am not one of those girls and refuse to be. Those girls still piss me off even though I read all of the books and loved them. They were good. Also the movie was good too. Robert Pattinson is hot but not the hottest guy in the world. OK every time I see or hear one of those obsessive girls *cough* my roommate *cough* I want to punch them in the face for their sheer stupidity and for the fact that they make everyone who reads Twilight look like a total idiot. So I am going to stop talking about Twilight now. I am also going to pretend that this post never happened and if you ask me about it I will deny it and lie straight to your face. Understand? I will not associate myself with those idiots even though I totally just had an idiot moment.

Natasha

P.S. I am back to normal and hate myself for getting so excited about something so not exciting.

P.P.S. I regret confessing this to you.

BLAH

What the fuck. It is going to snow I am so over snow. SO OVER IT.

And the loveliest of all was the unicorn

The Unicorn Song

A long time ago, when the Earth was green
There was more kinds of animals than you've ever seen
They'd run around free while the Earth was being born
And the loveliest of all was the unicorn

There was green alligators and long-necked geese
Some humpty backed camels and some chimpanzees
Some cats and rats and elephants, but sure as you're born
The loveliest of all was the unicorn

The Lord seen some sinning and it gave Him pain
And He says, "Stand back, I'm going to make it rain"
He says, "Hey Noah, I'll tell you what to do
Build me a floating zoo,
and take some of those...

Green alligators and long-necked geese
Some humpty backed camels and some chimpanzees
Some cats and rats and elephants, but sure as you're born
Don't you forget My unicorns

Old Noah was there to answer the call
He finished up making the ark just as the rain started to fall
He marched the animals two by two
And he called out as they came through
Hey Lord,

I've got green alligators and long-necked geese
Some humpty backed camels and some chimpanzees
Some cats and rats and elephants, but Lord, I'm so forlorn
I just can't find no unicorns"

And Noah looked out through the driving rain
Them unicorns were hiding, playing silly games
Kicking and splashing while the rain was falling
Oh, them silly unicorns

There was green alligators and long-necked geese
Some humpty backed camels and some chimpanzees
Noah cried, "Close the door because the rain is falling
And we just can't wait for no unicorns"

The ark started moving, it drifted with the tide
The unicorns looked up from the rocks and they cried
And the waters came down and sort of floated them away
That's why you never see unicorns to this very day

You'll see green alligators and long-necked geese
Some humpty backed camels and some chimpanzees
Some cats and rats and elephants, but sure as you're born
You're never gonna see no unicorns

[New Lyrics]
Now you might think this is the ending to the song,
But I'll have to tell you friends that in fact you're wrong
You see, Unicorns are magical, so when the rain started pouring,
They grew themselves some wings and they took to soaring.

You'll see green alligators and long-necked geese
Some humpty backed camels and some chimpanzees
But if you're looking for the unicorns, don't be forlorn,
The second star to the right and straight on until morning.

AMANDA IS VISITING FRIDAY

So my good friend Amanda is visiting on Friday and that is what is keeping me going right this very second. I do not know how else I could make it through this awful week without this light at the end of the tunnel. BAHHA I so hope that Amanda reads this. Actually maybe not... she might get a little weirded out.



Natasha

Well my life again is back to the very boring routine of school. And I of course have nothing to day. I got a twitter again. Why? Probably because I am really bored. I linked it because I am ok with stalkers and it seems as if I cannot avoid them anyway hahaha. Ok gotta get back to work. I have a really long to do list


Peace Out!!

Natasha

I May Have a Stalker

So this afternoon I was sitting in my room watching Desperate Housewives when all of a sudden my phone rings. I look at it and it says the number is withheld and that is what it always says when my younger brother calls. So I assumed that it was him and answered.
CONVERSATION ONE
Me: Hello?
(static noises)
Me: Hello?
Boy: Hi is this Allison?
Me: No this isn't
Boy: Aww man then I must have dialed the number wrong sorry.
Me: No that is ok do not worry about it.
Boy: Well you sound a lot like Allison.
Me: Well I can assure you that I am not Allison.
Boy: Bye
Me: Bye

Ok not all that awkward. But seriously I am not Allison even though I may sound like her.

So then I totally forgot about the weird phone call and went back to the show. Then 15 min later there is another call on my phone. This time the number was listed so I did not think about the previous caller.

Me: Hello
Boy: Aww man did I dial the same number again?
Me: (laughing) Yes
Boy: Ok now trust me I am not a total dumbass and do not do this a lot so sorry.
Me: Ok
LONG AWKWARD PAUSE
Boy: ...
Just as he starts to say something I say goodbye because I thought it was weird that he was not talking.
Me: Bye
Boy: um ok yeah Bye

AWKWARD
Seriously I really want to know what he was going to say.

Ok so 20 min after that I get this text from the same number
"Is ur face as beautiful as ur voice? :-)"


So is this a creep or someone playing a prank on me? Either way I do not like it at all. Cut it out it is weird and creeping me out.

Natasha

What Luck

So guess who has no classes tomorrow. Me!!!! How lucky am I? My spring break starts early.


~Natasha

2 Days

Miley Cyrus is always stuck on the two day countdown. Every time I see her she is counting 2. I wonder why she likes it so much. I love 2 because that is how many days there are until spring break!!!

YAY

~Natasha

Natasha and the Terrible Horrible No Good Very Bad Day

So here is what went down today. In a bulleted format for a more laid back, easy to read style

• I woke up this morning at 7:00 and did not want to get out of bed because I was so sleepy
• Got out of bed and quickly got dressed in the dark.
  
• Packed my things and left my room
• Walked outside and it was raining.
• Seriously considered going back to bed
• Chose to go to class and kept walking
• Almost fell on ice on several occasions
  
• Considered going back to bed
• Stepped in large puddle. Paused and kept going
• Arrived in class
  
• Learned that I have 2 lesson plans and a unit plan outline due on Friday
• Left Science and went to literature
• Learned that I have no literature class on Friday :)
• Went to Social Studies.
• Turned in m crappy awful first draft of my paper.
  
• Found out our final paper is due after spring break
• got lunch
• had emotional breakdown when I saw how much I would have to do over spring break
• took a 3.5 hour nap
• woke up
• in a semi better mood.
• My life still sucks

Hahaha I think this might be my most depressing blog ever

~Natasha

BONUS!

So there is a bonus blog today!!!

It is snowing really hard here. Like a blizzard. It is snowing so hard that I cannot even see to the tree about 10-ish feet from my window. There was also just a really big thunder sound. I hope this deters Leah's return because she will not be able to see and drive in the snow. But if she is driving I hope she is safe. (I am really not that mean of a person) Also I tried to take a picture of it for you but the screen of my window got in the way and it just turned out like a weird grid so sorry. Just imagine looking out and only seeing white. That is what it is like. CRAZY.... um is this a good enough reason to cancel classes for tomorrow? Probably not but I wish it was.

And The Countdown Begins...

So there are officially 5 days until Spring Break 2009!!! not that I am really doing anything I am just excited that I will be going home and that I can just chill.


~Natasha

Ob La Di Ob La Da

So basically it is almost the weekend but this weekend I am busy all day Saturday. What a drag. I have also decided to give up Perez Hilton for good. I think that he is an ass so that is that. I just thought you might want to know. What else??? Um I was a teacher today. It was really hard but really fun... Um I got a new camera today... I am not showering tonight... What else do you need to know? Probably nothing. In fact, I think that I may have told you too much information.

Word To Your Mother

Yeah I have no idea what to write about. Surprised? Yeah I didn't think so. Basically I have an insane next few weeks. GAH!! I love/hate being busy. I love it because then I have no time to sit around and be really bored but I hate it because I never have time to sit around and be bored. Well I am supposed to be going to a meeting in a few so I will write more tomorrow. And do not worry I will probably complain about being really bored or busy.

Natasha

Once Upon A Time...

there was a princess named Natasha. Natasha always got everything she ever wanted. BAHAHA ok I have no idea where this story is going but today is maybe the best day of my whole life!!!

March!

So Happy March!! Guess what March means? It means that it is almost summer vacation. I have been waiting for it to be summer since September. Summer vacation is the reason that I get up in the morning and smile. It is totally the reason for my existence.

This weekend was very relaxing and chill. Basically Friday night I just sat around and played the guitar and then I watched the movie Thirteen which is just amazing. I loved it. Then yesterday I just played the guitar all day. It was so fun. I love the guitar. So So much. I cannot really play anything really well yet but by summer I should have a few more songs down. Then I just watched a lot of movies this weekend here is the full list. They were all AMAZING

• Thirteen
• The Bad Mother's Handbook
• In The Land Of Women
• The Messengers
• Speak

I loved them all a lot. You should totally watch them. They are all on youtube. I would link you but that seems like too much work right now hahaha.

~Natasha