Yeah I would not read this it is boring

Alright so I am sure that you all know that I totally love the Jonas Brothers and that Kevin is my favorite. Well now I am going to tell you about that obsession and why it is now over and I am sad but moving on. So I first heard Mandy I loved it but all I saw were these three dorky looking boys so I changed the Channel and did not think twice about them. Then they had a music video for poor unfortunate souls on Disney Chanel i thought that they were really weird. One of them (Joe) made really funny faces while he was singing and just jumped around randomly and i thought they were dumb. Last year i bought the Disney Holiday CD and they were on it singing Girl of My Dreams and I totally fell in love with them Then I was home last year and they were on an episode of Hannah Montana and I was like OMG who are these boys. I looked them up online and found out that the one I liked Joe was younger than I was and so I thought that was kinda strange so i decided that I would like Kevin. in the beginning i could not even remember my name when my sister would ask which one is my favorite. then i actually started liking him. And I know that there was no chance in hell for the two of us to meet and fall in love but there was something about him. He was a 19/20 year old guy who was a virgin and not afraid to say it and he was cute. He was constantly thanking the fans and telling them that he loved them and I thought it was adorable. Even though i was starting to fall for Kevin I still totally liked Joe. Later there were pictures of Joe going shopping with Chelsea Staub and as soon as I saw those I became really really jealous. I decided that since Joe was taken I would have to like Kevin. Later it turned out that the two of them were just friends but whatever. So i was totally in love with Kevin i mean what is there not to love? He is gorgeous and the least loved of all of the brothers. He is called the ugly one which is not really fair at all. So this summer I worked with little girls and they were all obsessed. I was super excited because Camp Rock was going to be on Disney soon even though it was awful I kept watching just because of Kevin. plus i did not even think that he was cute in it actually he looks kind of creepy i am not going to lie. Well my sister and I were going to go to their concert at summeriest. I was one of the oldest people there that was not a chaperon to a way younger sibling. It was one of the most amazing nights of my whole life. What lasted for a few hours seemed to pass by in a few minutes. The whole time i just watched Kevin and how happy he was performing for all of these crazy girls. I started to hear rumors that he was dating this girl named Danielle. Alright so I was at first crushed but then i got over it and still liked him. So then there was an interview with Ryan Seacrest where Nick was asked about his rumored girlfriend and he told Ryan that she was a nice girl and that anyone would be lucky to be dating her. Joe then responded the same thing about Taylor. When Kevin was asked about Danielle he asked Ryan if he had friends that we girls. Ryan said yes and then Kevin said "So why can't we?" I thought that is such a valid point and then Ryan said have you ever kissed Danielle and Kevin who looked really pissed said no. Then i thought OMG they really are just friends I mean they grew up next to each other when they were little and I knew that she went on a family vacation with him but he said that they were just friends so I trusted him and thought that was great that he just had a best friend who was a girl. I was happy because this meant that I still had a chance. Well today all of my dreams were killed. There are pictures of Kevin and Danielle kissing and taking pictures of it. I am crushed. I seriously am. This is like when you have a crush on that hot guy that you do not really know and then you really start to fall for him and then you find out that he has a girlfriend for over a year. Also there are now rumors out that the two are engaged which would absolutely suck. (GAH MY ROOMMATE IS YELLING ON THE PHONE AGAIN THIS GIRL HAS NO PATIENCE AT ALL she basically just pisses me off) anyways when I saw the Joe and Chelsea pictures i was a little hurt but i honestly wanted to cry when i saw these. But my friends have all assured me that I am prettier than her which actually makes me feel better. hahahaha and it is not like i even knew him but i felt like i did. So basically i am a huge huge loser. Like major loser. oh well. The Jonas Brothers helped me through really hard times last year and this year when I didn't have any friends. I just wish that Kevin were single so that there would still be a chance

Now i just realized how stupid i am and i am sorry if you had to read all of that and you probably think that i am an idiot right now and do not worry i totally know it

well i hope that if they really do love each other that everything falls into place for them


~Natasha